Sunday, a day to rest? not really

hello again me.

well let's see what i accomplished today. woke up at 3:40 AM, took a shower and walked most of the way to work. nothing much happened out of the ordinary at work. just putting things in their place. the job is not much, but it pays the bills. i do question why at lunch time i always seem to go to subway and order the $5 footlong in either tuna or spicy italian. today was spicy Italian with the normal works (cheese, flatbread, lettuce, onions, tomatoes, olives, pickles, cucumbers, jalepenos, salt & pepper and light mayo). after work took the bus homewards and decided to take a long walk to my mother's office for no particular reason. while on the way though i kept seeing poeple jogging, so i decided right then and there that i would do the same, but i was not in proper attire, and i haven't jogged probably ever, so i broke too much of a sweat. (next time i'll be prepared). afterwards i arrived at the office and made a small meal consisting or rice, sliced sausage, a bit of cat food, and mayo.(weird stuff)  after that just took some impromptu driving lessons and went home. now i'm here typing this and listening to a song called 'The Adorn Japetus' it sounds word for word of my current experience in finding a woman; off to a rocky start

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here are the lyrics.

See you sliding up the silver stairs
Tall and slender

All the forms of mysteries are there
Winding my mind to the edge

With the strangest kind of smile
You turn your head away

Catching my gaze with mirth

Guess you caught me, but I don't care
I've got nothing to fear

Don't want to find and loose...
Don't make me find and loose you!

Say it's all good
And i'll stay
But deep inside I know it's not...

it reminds me always of a girl i chatted with online for a brief while and got infatuated with. she did not feel the same way. the song haunts me always. i'll listen again though...