saturday still without much fun

so i did not do much today except go the the dump and left some old military uniforms at the thrift store. i was drinking some shots of everclear with grapefruit juice and beer through out the day and had 4 slices of pizza, which i ate with my brother, i so need to find some activity i can do and perhaps even enjoy. i am dead bored here and things need to happen. ever since i started cleaning out my room and throwing old things out i noticed i wasn't living the life i thought i should be living. i came to an epiphany that this is meaningless, joyless,and that i'd like to give my time to a cause, but i have not found it yet. i just need to take control, i need another catylst. a sign of something good to look forward to...