I am a like long crossdresser who was transition but stopped ( long story). I am married. I had a boyfriend for a few years before that. I tried to make my female self go away but that did not work. I have come to realize I should just embrace who I am and do gender affirmation ever one is a while. I go like guys who are good looking and loving. Most of all I want friend who I can share this journey with. . I tend to be lesbian put I had been with some guy but they ended up betraying me..